June 2011
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There are many people that i dislike… I don’t care if you were once a part of my life; I “removed” people because I don’t want them in my life anymore. So stop trying to come back in or telling other people to mess with me. If i don’t fucking like you then fuck off, and leave me alone. It’s not my problem that anyone is upset, if i write/say something, it doesn’t mean you have to read it/hear it. Just stop interfering with my life and i’ll stop with yours.
Negative ^^^ Now positive… haha.
I met someone xD she’s amazing, and sweet, and kind, and beautiful. And she likes me in moderation. we haven’t known each other very long and the fact that she likes anything about me is awesome ! haha. I like her too, and i hope this turns into something good because i’ve been waiting for something like this. She’s really something special…
and some girl screams
“CAN WE STOP PUSHING PLEASE. LIKE FUCK”
and everyone’s like
LAWLZ !!! happens every fucking time. haha
Wow i feel amazing. i have no other words to describe it. i just feel great. ive met a couple people that i’d like to get to know. i need to help one of my friends out and i will try my hardest. goodnight… im looking forward to this week/weekend.
LOL at Bert’s face.
All the time.
I try everyday.
And you’re like:
But then you actually start taking the test…and there’s a moment of panic:
But then you’re all:
….and then you get the test back:
I think im falling again. not seriously, but something fun. hahaha its a good feeling. but sometimes its an empty feeling. but its nice to talk to someone new. ive made up mind again and i know who i want. hopefully she wants me too. she’s the kinda girl you want to make happy all the time just because you dont want to see that face sad. We’re starting to talk, and i want to hang out with her !
I love talking to and meeting new people, but sometimes i think i get way too annoying even to the people i already know. and i know some people dont wanna talk but i hate a lot of people so i only want to talk to them. eh it just gets weird sometimes and i dont wanna make a bad first impression.
Its really awkward when you know the real side of something and then you listen to someone else talk shit about those people or that situation and you cant help but think “HOLY SHIT SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA!!!” And the ignorance just drives me fucking insane.
I am so fucked. its summer… for everyone else. Summer kick off bonfire and im stuck inside. this blows. and this is whats gonna be happening all fucking summer. This is rediculous.
It would be nicer to enjoy this “summer” with someone else <3. Im pretty sure only one person knows who i want. GOSH DARN IT ! that’s frustrating. haha
Ohhh grow the fuck up. shit happens and apparently you dont understand that. you make a big deal of something normal that happens to everyone. You need to chill out. dont treat it like its the end of the world. That’s stupid. Just go on living your life. I’m living mine, i dont see why you cant do the exact same.
Anyways… im glad at this point in time, im happy who my friends are. Yeah alot of other ppl have some drama but i hang out with my friends, who i talk to about their problems and drama, and i try my best to get rid of it. although i listen to both sides of every story from the different groups of people, i still stick with my friends and keep the others happy with what they want to hear. I’m not lying to anyone, i just dont like starting shit.
I like making new friends and doing new things with old friends; it keeps me from being bored, lonely, etc… haha well right now im right where i need to be and im happy with it.
i need someone to vent to.
If you dont want to be friends, talk, have me be a part of your life, etc… anymore then tell me and i’ll leave you the fuck alone. dont stall with one word answers and pointless convorsations. tell me off; im a big kid i can take it. dont automatically think you’re going to hurt me, grow a fucking sack and tell me the truth.
I hate people that abuse tumblr. this is a blog for something meaningful. its not for you to act like a fucking dumbass and just post stupid things that waste space on my dash. that shit is for Facebook and Myspace. so start posting shit that has meaning or even something that has to do with your life, or prepare to be unfollowed.
I also hate people that take everything seriously. i mean its nice to take the serious things serious, but when you start taking every word seriously, thats when you start fucking things up for yourself and other people. i will stop associating my self with you or “break up” with you if you’re my “significant” other.
Enough with the hate… i have been having the time of my life since ive been free. haha. Been to some great parties, nice kickbacks, and hung out with some amazing people. Life is much more enjoyable when your single, unless you find someone that can tie you down the right way. im all for it, but it would take alot for someone to get me to stay with them. but im a simple person when it comes to relationships so i guess it wouldnt take TOO much. But it’s summer and im ready to have fun or find a summer love. either way, i want to have a good summer. i have always been able to make each summer better than the previous one and even though it has started out better than the last one, im not sure if i can beat last year’s summer. i think it will. Oh well… im single and ready to mingle hahahahahahahhahahahahahaha.











